Rant Rant Rant

This is one of those posts that you just might want to be cautious before reading.

Lately all I want to do is cry! Hormones maybe, but when you have other people seeing the same stupid s*#t that people do, then I know that I'm not crazy. Trust me lately no one has been safe from my destructive path. But in all life has been good.

Audrinna at the Alyssa and Allison's B-day party!! She had a blast!

Daddy and Mommy on our day out to Six Flags!! I know we need something better to do!

10 days till our trip to Tennessee!! I'm super excited to get away. But all family trips bring these day is more drama. So I'm praying that nothing goes wrong!

20 days till Audrinna's 1st Birthday party!! Yep proud Mommy, but I still won't have a walking child by then.

315 days till our Wedding!! Excited to have our little family and who knows maybe will we add right after that. Right now the answer is no, but things can change!!

I'm making this promise to try to blog more. It helps me take more pictures in which I'm majorly lacking in also.

But until next time...

11 Months!

Yep its time for another update!

Weight- around 19 pounds

Eating- She is now on just milk. We tried doing the whole milk during the day and formula at night, but it was messing with her stomach big time! Poop was super hard, her stomach was hurting before bed from the change, and she just wasn't sleeping as well as she had been.

She gets two meals. One in the morning which involves vegetables and the right before bed time which contains fruit. During the day she just eats whatever Tim and I are eating. Trust me we can't hide anything from this chick!! haha

Clothes- I still haven't put her 6 to 9 months clothes away so alot of the time she is still wearing them, but for the most part she is in 12 month clothes.

Teeth- I keep checking but still at 8! When will she get more!! She has been slobbering like crazy so I know there are more in the close future!

Naps- She wakes up around 9 or 10. Doesn't lay down for her first nap till 1 or 2ish. We were giving her another nap at 5 but with the whole milk thing, it made us stop with the second nap just to get her super tired so she would just go right to sleep when it is time.

New catagory!!!!

Words- Mama, Dada, Bye. These are the words that we have heard her say more than once!! She is just so talkative. Even if you can't understand her she is still babbling like crazy. She is a talker.

Just recently like in the past couple of days she has been standing all by herself and tonight while she was visiting her Aunt Tori and Uncle Nick, she took her first step!!! I'm hoping that she will be walking by her B-day!!

Here are pictures of the house after The Beast aka Audrinna has gone through.

Her with her puppy Bear!

And here she is finding new ways to get what she wants.

She pushed her couch up there so she could get to the game controller box!

She is growing up so fast and next month is a HUGE milestone!!!

I love you baby girl and you will always be my BABY!!!

Its Seriously Sunday!!!

Yep! I have been sooo busy!!

Wednesday- Mom was suppose to have her surgery, but didn't again cause of complications. This is a topic I don't really want to share with the world.

I went over to the community college and talked to a counselor about getting into the CNA classes. I left that day not for sure what was going to happen. All I had been told is that I needed to taking a Reading test and that would be it.

Thursday- I went after work and visited Mom for about an hour. Then left cause my Reading test was scheduled at 9.

Lets just start with I had been diagnosed with ADHD when I was little and there have been plenty of times where I feel that concentrating is not the option. Just to read through 5 passages, that weren't more than three paragraphs long, and answer 4 to 5 multiple choice questions, it took 45 minutes. I understand that for some people that might be fine, but when you find yourself reading through them 4 or even 5 times, you get a little discouraged. Plus add stress on to that and lets just say I was very angry with myself after words. But I passed!!!

So off I went to sign up for classes. It was so easy!!! I will officially be starting my classes on October 17 through December 9. I'm hoping to have a job by January but things can go different ways at this point.

Friday- After work I went and spent a couple of hours with Sarah and Mom. Sarah and I then left and got most of the items to make the invitations for the wedding. I have found my new love!! Hobby Lobby!! So cheap. We went on the perfect day also, everything we got was 50% off!!! So lets just say that I will be getting most of the items for the wedding from there!! haha

Saturday- Audrinna has been waking up around 6 every morning and it didn't fail today!! I made her a bottle and just left her in her crib. She was very content with just laying in there. She was moving around till 8 so I went in to check on her. Yep asleep!! Mommy loves that considering I had to work that night!! Audrinna must love Mommy cause she slept in till 11 also.

Then I turned on her Nick Jr and went about trying to get the place cleaned up!! Not easy. Then when it came down to letting her out, she went right for the dvds I had just cleaned up. haha Figures! I did accomplish a lot today, so plus in my book.

Then Tim and Nick where so nice enough to put the AC in the living room window!! The place is so much better.

And since we don't have a lovely washer and dryer, we had to run to the laundry mat so that I could get my work pants washed.

Sunday- I'm only able to visit Mom for a half hour. Tim has to be at work by 9 and seeings that I work a half hour away from home and he works about 20 minutes the other way, I have to be gone by 7:45 to not rush.

My goal is to not sleep right away so Audrinna and I are taking our clothes over to the laundry mat to finish the 6 loads that we have. Then back home to clean her room and finish up the house.

I'll lay her down by 11 and thats when Mommy will get her nap. When Dad gets home we will head over to the water park and make it home in time for the NBA Playoffs. GO MIAMI!!!! The Mommy gets to sleep!! haha

And it won't be a good blog post without pictures of Audrinna!!

Yep she is back to sticking her feet in her mouth!!

Blurry but I hurried and grabbed my phone when she started playing with it. She has not wanted anything to do with this toy!

Then she did this and I freaked out!!! Only a matter of time before she starts pushing herself!!

But until next time....

Update!!

Life has been crazy!!!

I'm going through alot of stuff right now and it just sucks that at this moment our family can't do anything about it!!

So what do I do when I get stressed or depressed.... I plan for the future!! And not just oh this is what I'm going to be doing in the next couple of years. I'm talking about month by month! At least we have enough stuff going on to make me not obsess over one thing.

The wedding- I have asked one more good friends to be in our wedding!! Miss Val, lets see back in high school we both worked at a little restaurant called The Shack. Yes it was probably the most fun place that I have ever worked at. Almost everyone we worked with was around our age. Also adding in that Val was only two grades higher than me. We went to work at 4 and were out by 9. Being in high school that is the best job EVER!!! And did I mention that there were like a total of 12 tables in there. Super easy! Well she went off to college to be a Radiology Technician and I quit the job for a better paying one! Well just recently we have been brought back together through our jobs. I work in the ER Admitting on the third shift and Val works in the Radiology on the third shift also. You can only imagine we do have alot of time to talk. To just get to the point. We have become close. She is the first person I call when something bad happens. And she is more than happy to listen and send some advise. And she knows that I'm there for her! I know that she is one friend that I will have for awhile. Love you girly!!!!

Don't worry I still have one bridesmaid to ask and of course we are really behind on asking Tim's groomsmen! But we have 11 months!! Which isn't enough time for anything!!

This week checking off my photographer for the down payment category. Then just to start paying off all the big things that we have now. Plus getting my free vale that I won from a bridal expo and starting to make our invites!!!

New topic~

College- I'm going well today after work to go talk to someone about starting school in the fall. I'm really hoping that this time next year I will have my CNA licenses and some of my classes done early before getting into the RN program!! Yep we are a little behind but I now have something that makes me want to better myself!! I will definitely have to thank Audrinna for making Tim and I get off our butts to get schooling done.

Tim and I are going in the next couple of weeks to go talk to his college about what he needs to do. He only has a year left, that is if he was to go full time and take a couple classes in the summer. I now know that it isn't something that he will get done in a year but we will try our hardest.

We are about to go into the hardest next couple of years of our life, but it will be so worth it! Both of us still plan to work full time, go to school part time, and take care of our beautiful baby girl!! We will see how this turns it!!!

OUR BABY IS TURING ONE!!!

In July we will have a one year old!! I'm not ready for this! Well today I started the process of planning her birthday party! I read that for the first birthday party you shouldn't go all out. I mean she isn't going to remember it later on. Um but this Mommy said no way!!! She will see pictures and I want her to love them!!

Luckily her Grandma works at State Farm and seeings that Tim has been telling me for years that he wants to take me to the water park that they have, what better time!!! Last time I went there I loved it. It is a huge park with to mini ponds, water park for babies and a pool for adults, putt putt golf, sand volleyball courts, three softball diamonds, and more. So what better free place to have it. Well we have to pay for the water park but that's no biggy!!!

The theme... I'm sure everyone who reads this knew it would be this. Wow Wow Wuzzby!! We couldn't find anything Moose A. Moose theme so sorry baby girl you'll have to do for the next best thing!!!

Well this is getting super long and I've got work to do!!! But until next time...