1) Lose about 50 lbs!! I know that is alot, but I'm so tired of people commenting on me being pregnant when I'm post 5 and 1/2 months!!!
2) Cut soda out of my diet completely!!!
3) Try to make more time to hang out with friends!!!
4) Get my wedding now planned fully before 2012!!!
Thats all of the ones I can think of for now!!
Hanging out at my mom's house for New Years!! Yes that's how much of a loser I am!
Audrinna went dow to sleep at 7 and I'm going to be a mean mommy and wake her up at 10 for her first New Years!! I still can't believe she is almost 6 months old!! I'm going to have to start planning her first birthday!!!!
Well I'm going to go party hardy with my family!! haha Until next time....
Friday, December 24, 2010
Busy, Busy, Busy... Not really!!
I'm still finding it hard to come to a balance between work, Audrinna, and sleep!! Audrinna takes up my days and work takes my nights. So sleep is on the back burner. Let alone try to fit in the time to clean up the house. So I found myself turning to a chore chart like I'm some 7 year old needing a chart to tell me what needs to be done with some reward in the near future after that. My reward 5 minutes of it being clean before it gets dirty again. I found myself putting stupid things on it like organize my closet every Thursday. Which for the first Thursday it helped. You see we moved into the apartment in June and it still had boxes that needed to be unpacked!!! But its those little things that I can cross off my list every week and make myself feel better about getting something accomplished.
Christmas officially is over rated!!! After spending my last check on getting my car fixed and two new tires on Tim's car. Then to top it off we were suppose to use that money to buy gifts. And I know that's not the meaning of Christmas, but it just bites!!!
I have gotten over my "little bump" that i was going through the beginning of this month. It was something that I've never felt before. The sense of being overwhelmed, lack of sleep, and changes that I'm just not used to. I have gotten rid of playing WOW and instead replaced it with SoapNet, TLC, ABC Family and NickJr. Something that Audrinna loves watching with me.
As I said before I'm still in the middle of trying to get a schedule down packed, but for the most part I think we have got a really good start. It just doesn't help that Tim and I schedule are never the same every week. But I'm hoping that will change after the holidays.
Things to look forward to next year:
1) My sister coming home!!! Not only once but twice!!!
2) My baby turning 1 in only 6.5 months!!!!
3) Tim starting school!! My goal was to get one of us going back to school!!!
4) Audrinna's first cousin on her dad's side being born in Feburary!!!!
I'm slowing writing my new year's resoultions and will post those laters!!! But until next time....
Christmas officially is over rated!!! After spending my last check on getting my car fixed and two new tires on Tim's car. Then to top it off we were suppose to use that money to buy gifts. And I know that's not the meaning of Christmas, but it just bites!!!
I have gotten over my "little bump" that i was going through the beginning of this month. It was something that I've never felt before. The sense of being overwhelmed, lack of sleep, and changes that I'm just not used to. I have gotten rid of playing WOW and instead replaced it with SoapNet, TLC, ABC Family and NickJr. Something that Audrinna loves watching with me.
As I said before I'm still in the middle of trying to get a schedule down packed, but for the most part I think we have got a really good start. It just doesn't help that Tim and I schedule are never the same every week. But I'm hoping that will change after the holidays.
Things to look forward to next year:
1) My sister coming home!!! Not only once but twice!!!
2) My baby turning 1 in only 6.5 months!!!!
3) Tim starting school!! My goal was to get one of us going back to school!!!
4) Audrinna's first cousin on her dad's side being born in Feburary!!!!
I'm slowing writing my new year's resoultions and will post those laters!!! But until next time....
Sunday, December 5, 2010
Seriously Please Leave Me ALONE!!!!
So I don't know why alot of people find it way to hard to just leave me alone during this really difficult time. It sucks cause I have only told one person about most of it, and that was really hard to do. Let alone while I keeping telling people to just leave me alone, they persist even more during this time.
I have gone down to one job, which was much needed. Lack of sleep is a big part!! I was reading a column that totally made sleep. In which was said whoever says nap while the baby is napping has seriously never had children of their own. So true!!! Miss Audrinna is going through a phase where we are most of the time lucky to get her down for 45 minutes. So can you only imagine how pissed I get getting into a deep sleep to wake up alittle bit afterwords. Oh and if I try to put her in her walker so I can grab some sleep on the couch, she won't have anything to do with it.
If I don't have time to get house cleaning done, try to fit in some sleep, take care of the animals, got to both jobs, and then take care of Audrinna, tell me when do you want me to fit in time to see friends. Um not going to happen. So when I say that I can't don't flip out on me, or your butt will get to the curve.
I hate that I feel some what responsible that Tim is getting mad at the littlest things. I don't know whats going on but it seems like we have been fighting more than usual and then it just effects Audrinna. I will have to apologize to the people who live downstairs and I say thank you for not calling the cops when you hear us yelling or hearing a bottle hit the wall.
Oh and to all the people who have Medicaid, that doesn't mean come in to the ER for a cough. I'm pretty sure if you have been dealing with it for the past three days that you can wait one more day to call your doctor to make a appointment.
And to Miss Audrinna, you are such a punk!!! haha Tell me why is it that you lay on your stomach for a good 5 minutes then wait till my camera goes dead to roll over!!! Yep she rolled over 4 times in a 10 mintue time and right when I broke out my camera she stopped!!!
I'm going to start this new thing where on Sunday I make a 5 goals for the week.
1) Get Audrinna's room cleaned so we can try once again to get her to sleep in there.
2) Not to flip out on anybody no matter how stupid they act. Which is hard because it seems to be every person I come into contact with this week.
3) Try to get at least 6 hours of sleep everyday.
4) Try to get Audrinna over to Nana's at least twice this week.
5) Get Audrinna's pictures with Santa, hopefully without her crying!!! haha
Well it was nice to vent alittle bit, but I think as long as people leave me alone I can get through this rough patch alot faster. Until next time.....
I have gone down to one job, which was much needed. Lack of sleep is a big part!! I was reading a column that totally made sleep. In which was said whoever says nap while the baby is napping has seriously never had children of their own. So true!!! Miss Audrinna is going through a phase where we are most of the time lucky to get her down for 45 minutes. So can you only imagine how pissed I get getting into a deep sleep to wake up alittle bit afterwords. Oh and if I try to put her in her walker so I can grab some sleep on the couch, she won't have anything to do with it.
If I don't have time to get house cleaning done, try to fit in some sleep, take care of the animals, got to both jobs, and then take care of Audrinna, tell me when do you want me to fit in time to see friends. Um not going to happen. So when I say that I can't don't flip out on me, or your butt will get to the curve.
I hate that I feel some what responsible that Tim is getting mad at the littlest things. I don't know whats going on but it seems like we have been fighting more than usual and then it just effects Audrinna. I will have to apologize to the people who live downstairs and I say thank you for not calling the cops when you hear us yelling or hearing a bottle hit the wall.
Oh and to all the people who have Medicaid, that doesn't mean come in to the ER for a cough. I'm pretty sure if you have been dealing with it for the past three days that you can wait one more day to call your doctor to make a appointment.
And to Miss Audrinna, you are such a punk!!! haha Tell me why is it that you lay on your stomach for a good 5 minutes then wait till my camera goes dead to roll over!!! Yep she rolled over 4 times in a 10 mintue time and right when I broke out my camera she stopped!!!
I'm going to start this new thing where on Sunday I make a 5 goals for the week.
1) Get Audrinna's room cleaned so we can try once again to get her to sleep in there.
2) Not to flip out on anybody no matter how stupid they act. Which is hard because it seems to be every person I come into contact with this week.
3) Try to get at least 6 hours of sleep everyday.
4) Try to get Audrinna over to Nana's at least twice this week.
5) Get Audrinna's pictures with Santa, hopefully without her crying!!! haha
Well it was nice to vent alittle bit, but I think as long as people leave me alone I can get through this rough patch alot faster. Until next time.....
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