A little video from Audrinna

So we had a busy weekend....

Getting married!!!

We are officially the Miracle family legally that is.

Here is a few words from Audrinna.

Hope you guys had a great weekend also!!!

Update!!

Life has been crazy!!!

I'm going through alot of stuff right now and it just sucks that at this moment our family can't do anything about it!!

So what do I do when I get stressed or depressed.... I plan for the future!! And not just oh this is what I'm going to be doing in the next couple of years. I'm talking about month by month! At least we have enough stuff going on to make me not obsess over one thing.

The wedding- I have asked one more good friends to be in our wedding!! Miss Val, lets see back in high school we both worked at a little restaurant called The Shack. Yes it was probably the most fun place that I have ever worked at. Almost everyone we worked with was around our age. Also adding in that Val was only two grades higher than me. We went to work at 4 and were out by 9. Being in high school that is the best job EVER!!! And did I mention that there were like a total of 12 tables in there. Super easy! Well she went off to college to be a Radiology Technician and I quit the job for a better paying one! Well just recently we have been brought back together through our jobs. I work in the ER Admitting on the third shift and Val works in the Radiology on the third shift also. You can only imagine we do have alot of time to talk. To just get to the point. We have become close. She is the first person I call when something bad happens. And she is more than happy to listen and send some advise. And she knows that I'm there for her! I know that she is one friend that I will have for awhile. Love you girly!!!!

Don't worry I still have one bridesmaid to ask and of course we are really behind on asking Tim's groomsmen! But we have 11 months!! Which isn't enough time for anything!!

This week checking off my photographer for the down payment category. Then just to start paying off all the big things that we have now. Plus getting my free vale that I won from a bridal expo and starting to make our invites!!!

New topic~

College- I'm going well today after work to go talk to someone about starting school in the fall. I'm really hoping that this time next year I will have my CNA licenses and some of my classes done early before getting into the RN program!! Yep we are a little behind but I now have something that makes me want to better myself!! I will definitely have to thank Audrinna for making Tim and I get off our butts to get schooling done.

Tim and I are going in the next couple of weeks to go talk to his college about what he needs to do. He only has a year left, that is if he was to go full time and take a couple classes in the summer. I now know that it isn't something that he will get done in a year but we will try our hardest.

We are about to go into the hardest next couple of years of our life, but it will be so worth it! Both of us still plan to work full time, go to school part time, and take care of our beautiful baby girl!! We will see how this turns it!!!

OUR BABY IS TURING ONE!!!

In July we will have a one year old!! I'm not ready for this! Well today I started the process of planning her birthday party! I read that for the first birthday party you shouldn't go all out. I mean she isn't going to remember it later on. Um but this Mommy said no way!!! She will see pictures and I want her to love them!!

Luckily her Grandma works at State Farm and seeings that Tim has been telling me for years that he wants to take me to the water park that they have, what better time!!! Last time I went there I loved it. It is a huge park with to mini ponds, water park for babies and a pool for adults, putt putt golf, sand volleyball courts, three softball diamonds, and more. So what better free place to have it. Well we have to pay for the water park but that's no biggy!!!

The theme... I'm sure everyone who reads this knew it would be this. Wow Wow Wuzzby!! We couldn't find anything Moose A. Moose theme so sorry baby girl you'll have to do for the next best thing!!!

Well this is getting super long and I've got work to do!!! But until next time...

Moving right along!

I'm so happy to say that we are slowly but surely getting things going on our wedding.

Caterer- Check

Reception Hall- Check

DJ- Check

Church- Check

Photographer- Paying the beginning of next month

Baker- Still looking for one

Flowers- Need to go look at some, but have a good idea on what I want

Wednesday is was suppose to be the first day that I tried on wedding dresses but the circumstances that our family is under that will have to be pushed off. I still want to loose about 40 pounds. Hey I do have at least 6 months left to find a dress.

I'm also excited that we almost have our wedding party picked out, but we have decided to still not saying anything to anyone until we are both confident with our choices. These are people who are suppose to be there for us no matter what. They definitely need to support us in our relationship and with the future choices that we make as we would do the same for them. They just need to be family and friends who won't leave us cause we are just a fad in their life.

Growing UP!!!!

So my little baby is growing up!!! I know I've said that once before but its so true now!! She is eating a veggie and cereal in one day. Next week we start on her fruits. We have found out that she loves orange veggies, but hates green ones. So mommy gets sly and puts them in her cereal and she chows down on that!!! Sometimes I feel like we can't feed her fast enough and other times she would just rather suck on her fist!!!

So Tim got his first time feeding her with a spoon. I'm noticing that I need to get my patience back. I didn't notice till afterwords that during the middle of the feeding I had taken away the spoon from him and finished the feeding myself. I'm just so used to being at the house just Audrinna and I during the day. And I can't stand it when she starts to cry.

I have thought about the wedding and realized that it would be safe if I just got the big things paid for in the beginning. Then all we will have to worry about the last 6 months are decorations. It still isn't setting in that Tim and I are getting married!! I guess once we get started with all the little details then it will set in.

Work is fun. Um not. I think I'm just getting burnt out on working the 6 days in a row. I would be fine if I didn't have a 6 month old. I am blessed that she still takes 3 naps during the day. Don't get me wrong I love my job, its just working 6 days takes its toll and let alone the third shift. I have Friday and Saturday off. So I'm super excited about that!!!

but until next time...

Whats new Pussy Cat!!!

So this weekend was amazing!!! Not only did I have Friday and Saturday off, I kept myself somehwhat busy that I wasn't spending hours trying to get ideas for the wedding!! Which I'm finding out slowly, that I have been getting headaches already from. Got everything together except the dj, food, and videogropher. So I have decided to move on to planning things that are going to happen this year!! Like my baby turning 1 in July!!! So not looking forward to that.

Two days before New Years I found that Audrinna has her left bottom tooth already broke through!!! ON NO!!! My baby is growing up now!!! DISLIKE!!! But Tim and I have decided that we can't have another little one till after the wedding!!!

I seem to not also have any energy to do ANYTHING!!! I don't want to clean my house, don't want to make anything that requires using a pot or pan, or don't feel like even getting out of bed!!! I blame it on the weather!!

Lets see, I also have tons of pictures of New Years that I'll have to add later. I keep looking at my camera and seeing the pictures but once again I'm to lazy to put them on the computer!!! There are just somethings that require way to much stuff!!!

Well working at the Hospital has its quite amazing moments!!! So days working in the ER are busy or just so dead that I just wish someone would hurt themselves so that I wouldn't have to be bored to death. I know thats mean to say, but lately with all the wedding stuff I have been on a me me me kick!!

Lets see things that I've got to do this week are Book the church (hoping that I can still get that date), set an apt up for Audrinna's 6 month old pictures, and GET MY HOUSED CLEANED!!! I hate that the house is an everday thing!!! Hoping that I can also get Audrinna into her crib finally!! I have pushed it off for to long and I still don't think I'm ready. But what parent is ever ready to let their child grow up and move out of their room. NOT ME thats for sure!!!

Well until next time....